Inside outside

His eyes
Prettier than ever to me
His face
So perfect, I wanna cry
Even his clothing
Slaps me in the face
Everything about him
I love

The way
He speaks
The way
He pronounce the words
The way
He told me
We could not go on

He has grown
Since we first met
And
So have I
But it always seemed
He grew my way
And I followed him everywhere

Now
My love for him
Has brought me where I am
And for that I couldn't
Be more grateful
But the together that we brought
He is no longer a part of

How could he
Not have known
The true love
I kept for him?
Maybe he always knew
And never felt a single thing

It hurts when I
Hear her voice
Can she tell if he's happy?
I hope she will teach him things
With me he never learned

Yes, it still hurts
Like it did the very first day
The pain I know now
Will never fade away

I can't seem to get over
No matter how hard I try
There's nothing left for me to do
I can only wait for life to take over
Though right now time is standing still